February 2011
43 posts
January 2011
48 posts
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Waking up later, I hurt. It’s a drowsy cluster of things needing to be cleaned and an absurd amount of procrastination that drives my morning. Eventually, I tap into some random spurts of motivation and do minor things, clean my bed, the dishes, fold a few pieces of laundry, my body is just so tired.
Observing the beans cook in the pot, I ad some random spices and a tomato to the mix. I...
Today Again
The loneliest night on record despite the long phone call and the Suns victory, it hits slowest at three am. While I squirm beneath the sheets I think about waking up in the next few hours, opening up in the decaying dawn. I forget about the living and gobble down post process flesh, I don’t want to do this anymore.
I hop on my bike and cruise to the typical café, that’s what it is really. I...
Mediocre
I woke up at six am for class today, I had to role out of bed and stare up at the ceiling, and meds make every morning groggy. I stared into the chipped white paint on my walls and started to see images in the sponged out texture. They all looked soft, reminded me of my mother.
I got on triple layers, and rolled around on my steel horse, eventually ending up in a lecture hall. The class was...
Today
Tuesday January 25, 2011
Today I managed to slither out of the caffeine nightmare and into the day. I drank to much coffee the day before, although I am glad I did because it caused me to run into people I otherwise would have not run into. Martin came over early today, about 10 am, I gave him a word processor I bought him in hopes that a dream I had of him becoming a great novelist might...
Routine, up to this point, now.
Waking up with the alarm, the medication still in affect, I stumble to the door. The light breaks through the faulty shutters attempting to face upwards. Plaid riddled vision clogs my site as my dreams fade into the distance and I attempt to set pace towards the kitchen. I drink a glass of water from a frosted pink plastic cup.
The neighbor is out in his yard, I’ve never seen him without a...
Idea
This morning I woke up to the Pink Panther theme reincarnate, after staying up late on the phone talking misguidedly about friendship and Chill Wave. It left me thinking about the mortality of humans, and how despite this factor we still posses jealousy and ultimately, elitism.
People longing for what they can’t have; running with their tales between their legs, or brutally taking...
leahisawkward asked: I dont know how I wasn't following you, I thought for certain I was.
your blog is endlessly astounding!
your blog is endlessly astounding!
Lately it has become apparent to me that human interaction is no longer something that occurs naturally. I went to get my oil changed yesterday with my mother, in the waiting room “Judge Judy”, was on. When I walked in there was this cute girl sitting in a chair on her phone. I acknowledged her and she ignored me, for about 30 minutes we sat in the same room and she didn’t say a word.
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